For a big part of my life, I lived deceived, enslaved by the negative, destructive beliefs of the father-of-lies that labeled me “despicable.” Because of the pain this label caused in my heart, I harbored malice and envy in my heart, hating those who seemed so worthy compared to me. I continued living according to these oppressing beliefs, until the Lord God called me to a different way of life.
AT ONE TIME WE TOO WERE FOOLISH, DISOBEDIENT, DECEIVED AND ENSLAVED BY ALL KINDS OF PASSIONS AND PLEASURES. WE LIVED IN MALICE AND ENVY, BEING HATED AND HATING ONE ANOTHER
Beloved Child, you have been living your life under the Big Lie of Unworthiness. During various circumstances in your childhood, you allowed the father-of-lies to tell you that you are despicable: that you are not enough…that you do not measure up…that you are fatally flawed. As a result, these negative, destructive beliefs grouped together to form the Big Lie of Unworthiness in you.
IF YOU THEN, THOUGH YOU ARE EVIL, KNOW HOW TO GIVE GOOD GIFTS TO YOUR CHILDREN, HOW MUCH MORE WILL YOUR FATHER IN HEAVEN GIVE THE HOLY SPIRIT TO THOSE WHO ASK HIM!
Do not despair, Precious One, I care about you. Therefore, I sent you My Gift, the Holy Spirit, to live and reign in your mind in the place of the Big Lie of Unworthiness that operates under the management of the father-of-lies. Know with certainty that you do not have to live the rest of your life under this lie. You can be free…if you invite My Holy Spirit of Truth into your mind and heart to replace the Big Lie of Unworthiness in you. Then, your sinful behavior patterns of escape will leave and you will stop living your life in malice and envy.
Are you tired of living in the Big Lie of Unworthiness? Find the negative, destructive beliefs from the father-of-lies that have grouped together to form this lie in you. Then, bring them before God and ask the Holy Spirit of Truth to reign in your mind.
PRAYER: Holy Father, how great is Your Love, to send me the Holy Spirit of Truth to reign in my mind in the place of the Big Lie of Unworthiness. I expose the beliefs that comprise this lie, to You, Lord God. Exchange them for Your Truth, so I may live under Your Management, instead, and be free from my sinful behavior of envy and hatred toward others.
Maintain an Awareness
So, yes, the deepest urge in human nature seems to be the desire to be important–to matter. But, it is not the PRINCIPLE of wanting to be important that is wrong; instead, it is the way we adapt or the means we adopt to meet this most urgent desire of our hearts.